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XUE ER ♥
19 September 2011 @ 12:32 pm



Always.

P.s. Anyway for those who don't know, I am blogging over at FURHST now. 
But don't try to be funny - I am still ~lurking~ around here. 


Till then!

 
 
XUE ER ♥
27 August 2011 @ 11:35 pm


Sometimes I wish I never 'recovered'. 

If I never stopped doing what I used to do so much, would I have became who/what I am today? If we never met, would I have stopped doing that to myself anyway? If I never. ever chased those pavements that wasn't even mine to begin with, would I have ended up like this?

Where did the self-control, determination, confidence and willpower go? 
You know it's time to really turn all your empty talks into action when all you hear from friends that you haven't seen in a long while are 'You seem a little meatier than we last met' instead of 'OMG! What happened? You lost so much!'.

The only problem is, without it, how long can I go? I hate this part the most. I've grown reliant these demonic pills that I know does no good to me, but I just can't stop popping them into my mouth. Then await the dry/dizzy spells. Emotional hell. 

I haven't gotten 'serious' about this since January last year. It's killing me every time I step on the scale. This time.

Nobody's going to stop me.


 
 
XUE ER ♥
24 August 2011 @ 11:22 am



大家好~

哇~ 哒~! )

师傅累了,下次再见呐!掰掰~ 
 
 
XUE ER ♥
16 August 2011 @ 10:39 am
 


Set me free.
 
 
XUE ER ♥
01 August 2011 @ 10:40 pm
 
After procrastinating for close to a month (LOL!), I'm finally done with this post! Countless and countless of BKK trips later, here we go with the what-xue-er-always-do-in-BKK-without-fail list! Ready? Go!



SUPER IMAGE HEAVY! )
 
 
XUE ER ♥
07 June 2011 @ 02:12 pm
 

Check out what I just bought a week back! Now I'm ready to shoot anything, anywhere. 

Test shots of things:


 
Of people:



Okay, pretty happy with the results! What do you think?
 
 
XUE ER ♥
27 May 2011 @ 02:14 am

Hi! I got bored, so here you go!




Name: Xue Er
Piercings: 7 on my ears, 1 on my tongue. But I only wear like 1 or two studs on my ears.
Tattoos: 3 birds on my shoulders.
Length: 160 centimetres.
Shoe size: 38.
Hair colour: Naturally black-ish, dyed red for close to 2 years, now a gradient of chocolate brown, burgundy and strawberry blonde.
Freckles: Nope.
Motto: 
In love? No.
Do you wish you lived somewhere else? Sometimes. I love Bangkok but there are days where I'm thankful to be happily typing away on the MacBook, shaking leg in my humble abode.
Do you consider yourself good-looking? No. I wish I could tweek my appearances here and there if I could...
What shampoo do you use? Essential Rich Premier! 
What are you afraid of? Anger, human with no features, creepy crawlies, ghosts and a lot more!
Do you like roller-coasters? I love roller-coasters!!!




Last…
Movie you rented? I think it was some Lindsay Lohan movie in my tween days… HAHAHA!!
Movie you bought? If you meant going to the cinemas, PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN: On Stranger Tides!
Song you heard? Lykke Li - I'm good I'm gone
Song you downloaded? Lady Gaga - Judas
Person you called? @shermieloves! :)
Person who called you? @rollingsweets
TV-program you watched? 巾帼枭雄之义海豪情!
Person you thought of? @yongwenn, I'm thinking of what to reply, LOL!

Favorite…
Song: It’s impossible to choose just one song, but something with The Script is good!
Thing to do: photoshoots, dressups, clubbing/drinking/chilling with friends and a lot more! 
Sport: I HATE sports, sorry.
Clothes: Anything black, flowy and chiffon. 
Movie: No one favourite one but I've watched He's just not that into you a million times. I love chick flicks.
Car: I am not a car-girl...
TV-show: HK Period dramas! Such a sucker for 'em.

Have you ever…
Cried over a boy? Yeah. I've been the loser.
Cried over a girl? More than the above.
Lied to anyone? Yes.
Been in a fist fight? Not really… but it does happen in my mind, when I'm engaged in a verbal battle with another.
Been arrested? No.
Met someone from the Internet IRL? Yeah, "Hi, I'm vforvanity!"



Number of…
Times you’ve been in love? Never.
Times you’ve had your heart broken? I don't know, in relation to the question above...
Hearts been broken because of you? I hope I haven't been going round leaving scars, collecting a jar of hearts.
Girls you’ve kissed? A… lot!
Times your name has been in the newspaper? Never!



Last…
Book you read? A chinese novel.
Person who e-mailed you? Dad! He forwards me really funny rubbish emails. HAHAHAHAA
Person who sent you a letter? The CPF board, LULZ.
Person who sent you a text message? @kittikittie! 
Time you had dinner with your whole family? I think it was in 2008 over steamboat? Reunion dinner, if I'm right.
Thing you bought? My lunch at MOS burger! 


 
 
XUE ER ♥
08 May 2011 @ 04:15 pm
uhm  
 


The shittiest feeling in the world may possibly be:
Strangers meeting, becoming friends, close friends, friends that go beyond the friends border, ambiguity leaving you hanging, them meeting someone new, repeat steps 1-4/moving on, lesser/lesser/lesser contact and then being strangers, again. Staring at evidences that remind you about what you once had, feeling the void in your heart. It's inevitable, we're


B ▲ C K
T O
S Q U ▲ R E
O N E
.
 
 
XUE ER ♥
 

(picture credits to: here)

Ah Loy Thai.
If you haven't been to this place, shame on you. Now hit enter on your keyboard and google away! :)
 
 
XUE ER ♥
 


FUCK YEAH 20 SPICY CHICKEN McNUGGETS! 
(saved some for breakfast though, hehe)